Question

Do you think it is important to do something or go somewhere that will leave you a mess - physically, emotionally and spiritually?
See, I should do something that is really hard. Visit some places that I haven't been in a very long time. I just don't know if I have the strength to do it. I should do it cause it will probably really help with my fear...but the consequences are too big to ignore. I'm pretty sure I know how I will react...which are along the lines of a quivering mess for days and days afterwards.
I just feel like God is wanting me to do this. I just don't know if I can yet.
I don't know...