Crowd shoving...

Finding myself in the crowd isn't easy. I have no idea where I'm going, what I'm doing, what I want to do or even what the future (near or distant) holds. No one understands. I hate this. I can't do anything on my own. I need help to sleep, I can't go places on my own, I can't eat properly, I even need help just to get through each day. It's easy to see how people develop drug dependencies. The only thing I actually want help with, I seem to be all alone... it isn't fair.