A blank slate...

I'm not so good at this... sharing my thoughts with the world (potentially). But I need to do something. Otherwise I'm going to go stir crazy. I'm certainly better at writing things down then talking.
I see things... things that others don't. Different perspectives, that kind of stuff. Sometimes it drives me crazy... I want to be able to get pissed off with people rather then rationalize what they are doing. I always end up blaming myself... Perhaps its easier to hate myself then to hate others.
I could probably say that there is only one person in the world that I hate... no sorry, make that 2. I hate myself more then anything... and that's saying something cause the other person I hate has done some pretty horrible stuff.
Anyway, thats enough for now.